you were trying to take me to your world. you reached out your hand -- and i took it. i didnt want to tell myself its wrong but i know it is. i know that i am selfish, but i also want you. i want you not in a way a woman wants a man. ---- but in a way that i dont understand. i want your words to soothe me, your arms to wrap itself around me and your lips....i want them to say my name and kiss me. you are my little secret. you said i love you too many times today and my heart took in every word and it drowned on them. please dont think im playing you for a fool..i am playing myself for a fool...because i want you and its different--- its different for all other emotions in my heart...and it scares me when i finally wake up one day -- and dont know how to go back to my world anymore. i am a fool..i dont care anymore...not today. not tomorrow. i am happy. is that wrong?